Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Sometimes I feel like a...

Sometimes i feel like a loner.  the transition from high school to college was a lot different than i had planned.  when i was in high school i knew practically everyone in my graduating class.  i knew a large number of people in the entire student body as well.  i was used to seeing these people eight hours a day and five days a week.  most of these people were also the same kids that had been in school with me since kindergarten.  When i went to clemson it was completely different.  Not only were the class sizes way bigger, but the students came from all over the world.  its strange going from chatting it up with your friends in class all day to being completely silent and just scanning the faces, trying to make sure they dont catch you!  Since i graduated two years ago it seems like i havent really hung out with or talked to any of the people that i used to surround myself with.  they've all moved away or started families and i feel as if im just stuck here in this same stupid town in this rut ive dug for myself.  it gets lonely, but hey, im a big girl and life gets better...right?

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